There have been changes I have wanted to make, and give a try. Now that I have been starting to change things up and make changes, and since I am at home for a bit, I might as make the changes and just throw myself into it.
This furlough, for me has been the tipping point, that it time to get things done, and make changes that will put me in a better place to find a new job and move. I have been ready to move for years, but I feel that my debt has been holding me back. Beings that I am furloughed, and collecting unemployment, with the CARES act in place, it is helping me to pay down, and possibly pay off my credit card debt. If I can get that paid off, then I would be left with just my student loans. If I could get my credit cards paid off and start saving money, I would be happy.
The longer this pandemic wears on, and things keep more and more restrictive, the stronger the desire grows to move someplace with a better coat if living, and where I can be more self reliant. Just going to the grocery store these days is a zoo with new rules and regulations every time you go, it is insanity. All the restrictions really haven’t helped my anxiety, and going out makes me anxious more than it did before this.
Even though the holiday season ended in December, and had a few months between then and being furloughed, I still felt exhausted and not like myself, I had no energy or anything. I started taking vitamins and such not long before I was furloughed, and since I have been furloughed I have been able to be in a routine that is more natural for my body, and really start eating better food, I am slowly starting to feel better. I am trying to make choices now to live a healthier more productive life. I am ready to put the city life and money chasing lifestyle behind me.
I am trying to get back to the roots of my blog, and simple homemaking. I am trying to learn how to budget, and live frugally, and that I don’t need a lot of things, or more clothes / shoes than I wear on a regular basis / clothes that aren’t my “go to’s” that I style in different ways. I am not a fan of eating out, or doing things where there are a lot of people.
I was an idealistic, listening to society on the whole needing a career that materialized young adult who was still in college when the recession of 2008 occurred. I graduated college in 2010, and couldn’t find a job for over a year. The past decade I have learned a lot about myself, including but not limited to; I miss having my own space to do with what I wanted, I enjoy working in the earth, and watching things grow then reaping the harvest, I prefer eating home cooked food, and making homemade food.